woa, yeah, kickstart my heart...



I went to the Dr at 36 weeks.

I was honestly surprised when he told me I was dilated to a 2 and 50% effaced.

But I remembered that I was the exact same way with Lola and that it didn't necessarily mean anything.

I had to go back 5 days later because of scheduling conflicts instead of the regular 7 days.

I was so excited when he told me that I had progressed to a 2 1/2 and that I was 75% effaced.

I wasn't expecting that only 5 days later.

So now I keep thinking, "it really could be any day..."

Oh no.

I can't do this to myself.

In all reality I have at least 3 more weeks still.

But since that appointment, I unintentionally gave myself the go ahead to think that every contraction could be the beginning.

I hate this stage.

So slow down momma, and stick with

"3 more weeks....3 more weeks.....3 more weeks..."

:)