36

36 weeks....

Feeling: Anxious. Tired. Excited. Scared.

Baby: almost 6lbs. Still haven't been able to see him in his ultrasound pics, he loves to snuggle with the placenta so that it's always in his face.

Movement: He's still goin wild. I feel like my belly has been so stretched out that my skin is paper thin so I can feel him really really well. 

Craving: Dr. Pepper. I'm not sure why but I always crave that with my pregnancies. With Rome I remember being huge pregnant before giving in and having one. I felt so guilty. But with Lola I drank it constantly and it helped with the morning sickness. Love that stuff mmmm.

Sleeping: Horribly. I feel like I constantly have to go potty and I wake up every time I gotta roll this big ol' body on over :)

Missing: being able to bend over, being able to pick up my kids, being pregnant with my sister. Both she and my sister in law had their babies this past week within 2 days of each other and now I'm the lone wolf :)

I honestly am looking forward to this little baby getting here but I'm terrified to go through the whole birthing process again. When I went in for Rome I was naive and didn't know what I was in for. It's much more scary knowing the whole process and what goes on. yikes!

But getting him here will be totally worth it. 

I'm so excited to meet him!

I feel like I miss him. 

Like he is a part of me that is missing and when he gets here I'll feel complete.

Oh and p.s. went to the dr yesterday and I'm dilated to a 2 and 50% effaced. 

Let's pray that means I'll progress quickly.

This heat is killing me slowly.

:D