The Plan

So here is the plan....

I'm calling the Dr. tomorrow morning to see if they can get me started.

If they can't get me in by noon I'll try for Tuesday morning.

I don't want to have a night labor.

I always seem to get started in the evening and yuck.

We have been getting ready all day today.

Bags are almost all the way packed.

Kids are bathed and have new backpacks to take their stuff to stay with their aunt.

(oh, new backpacks you ask? why yes, my children for some reason have been desperate for new backpacks. Every time we see some at the store it's a meltdown. So I thought it would be fun for them and distract them a little.)

The car seat is in the car.

The house is *almost* all the way clean and ready.

And 

I. Am. Terrified.

I know that my life is going to dramatically change.

And I know that it will hurt.

But I keep doin with my sweet sisters tell me too, and not think about the pain but think about the day after.

So that's what I'm doing, and lemme tell ya

It's workin

:)