The past few days have been a little rough.
Between Lola and Nixon I haven't been sleeping much.
I'm sad to say that my patience has worn thin. Very thin.
I just haven't had the energy for my own kids.
How is that possible?
That's so mean.
The cold weather has gotten me down. Too down.
Every fiber of my being wants to huddle up, watch movies, and stay in my pj's all day and only get up to grab something to eat.
But babies need to be fed, diapers need to be changed and kids need to be entertained.
Needless to say - I don't get to hibernate :)
Today I was excited for them to go to bed so I could watch tv in peace and quiet and relax.
They have been sleeping for an hour and half now.
And I'm lonely.
I miss them.
What would I do without those beautiful creatures that drive me insane but keep me sane at the same time?
So thank you Roman, Lola & Nixon - for being mine and for being patient with me when I'm having hard days. You are beautiful. You are mine. I love you.
2 comments:
I here ya LOUD and clear!
So I have been catching up on everything you wrote in September (seeing I haven't been able to balance my life very well since school started) and I love how personal you are in your blogs. It's fun to see what you think and I am so the same way.. I HATE bad weather, I have to talk myself out of how crappy I feel just because the weather got cold. And you're right. Your three kids are so beautiful. I can't get over how hansome Roman is even as he grows from 0 to 5 and I love all of Lola's cute hair and sass... and Nixon is just sweet. Anyway, thanke for sharing we'll have to do something to keep happy during the crappy cold months ahead.
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