So this is hopefully our last baby.
I say hopefully because I hope we don't accidentally have any more ;)
Physically, mentally and financially it's best for our family.
Nick wanted to stop after Lola but I felt incomplete.
I HAD to have just one more.
Now, I feel like once he is here our family will be complete.
BUT...
there is a tiny part of me that feels guilty.
Guilty for Lola not having a sister.
I would die if I didn't have my sisters and I feel like I'm taking that away from her.
4 comments:
I hear ya! I keep thinking... This is my "Rileigh pregnancy." If mom stopped here we wouldn't have YOU, Aarie OR Joe! But I know there is NO WAY I'm gonna have and Aarie or Joe.... but I still wonder if I was supposed to have a Madi..... Ahhh well.... If I get financially set up enough I would love to adopt more. But this uterus is CLOSED after this one!
that's just more one on one girly time! ;)
I totally bawled when Brent was born; I was certain he was supposed to be a girl. Alas...it just wasn't in the cards. And you know what? I'm thrilled with my boys--wouldn't change it for the world! -And now that they're all married (but for one), I still get to have awesome sister-time with the awesome gals they married. Just think of it this way: God's looking out for you, and for Lola too. :)
Gosh. I know just what you mean. I know that Brayson is our last. It's not medically possible for any more. Plus, I have got my hands full and don't think I could handle anymore. BUT... I just found out that a friend of mine is having anoter baby and I got freakishly depressed and jealous. I'm also baby hungry right now and my baby is still little! Must be a hormonal thing. BTW.. You have a super cute baby bump. Was gonna say something the other day when I saw you but I was in such a rush that I didn't. :)
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