My love

I am so lucky to have people in my life that I can't get enough of and love so much. When I got pregnant with Rome I was so scared. I was so afraid that I wasn't going to be a good enough mom but now I just feel this amazing feeling when I look at my son and I feel like life couldn't get any better and all of that scary stuff isn't really that scary. He makes me & Nick laugh so much with the things he does and says. He is so wild but a lover underneath. Even though I wanna tear out my hair and cry when he does things like poop on the floor or try and eat a tube of my acrylic paint - I still just have this awesome feeling and wanna squeeze & love on him. I could hold that boy all day.

Bear with me for this blog but I just love my little guy. I think about when we will have another and I just think if Rome is this awesome the next will just add to our family- double the pleasure double the fun :)

We are waiting to expand the fam for now though, mostly because Im scared. But some days Im not so scared. I love those days.